somewhere out there, a dreamer lies awake.


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This page may contain personal pains, potentially triggering content such as abuse, violence, general dream scares and such. My dreams tap into emotions before I even know they're there.

29.6

I was going to my new job, but it was more like school, with people I used to know in real life, who went to school with me. I packed up to leave much later than everyone else, and someone picked up a basket of things I brought with me while they were leaving. In my hurry to find it, I found the world around me had shifted and I was walking to a pool with my friend, we lay on beach chairs and I proceeded to shit talk a lady across the pool so loudly until she walked over angrily, I apologised somewhat backhandedly and she left, still pissed at me. My alarm then woke me in the real world, I snoozed it, hit play on an hour long youtube video and passed out again LOL right back into the dream, me and the friend began swimming, I was trying not to get my hair wet, but ultimately failed. I got out of the pool and walked into the nearby "hotel" building where apparently all my things were. I got changed, and my friend walked in and told me she was going home, I said bye to her, but threw my bag over my shoulder and ran after her instead. Then I found myself running through long corridors that were a mix of medical and school-like. Everyone started panicking, trying to see what the panic was about and blocking themselves in rooms. Something started chasing after anyone who made noise. Somehow I knew it could both hear and see, but its vision was awful. I ran and hid in a kitchen, when it came in I froze before waiting for it to turn to one side, it kind of looked like a bear, but utterly terrifying, not natural. I clambered on top of some cabinets and held my breath but it wouldnt leave, I remember it seeing me, hearing me, but I forgot what happened afterwards. A lot of broken glass, more corridors, being chased by people too.


26.2

I was travelling to see someone very dear to me, the journey took up most of the dream but it was mostly waiting. Sitting in a vaguely bus/train-like space and listening to what could have been an amalgamation of all my recent music tastes all at once. Once I arrived, none of my loved ones acknowledged me much. I remember a party, and leaving. I remember reading over one of my loved ones shoulders by accident and catching wind of them feeling stronger for others than myself. I felt heartbroken, I laughed and asked them to play a game with me, they didn't answer. I woke up.


4.1

Entered a dorm-like corridor and stood in my "room" until I got bored, left the room and everywhere was empty. Hard to explain the environment as it shifted a lot. not even sure if I was inside or outside. Collected a lot of coins and a magical "token" of sorts about the size of a laptop. Took the token to my room, in time for a party/event where all the other people living in dorms flooded into the halls, including my open room. Some glanced at my pillow where the token was but I distracted them. After the "party" I found a small white paper-like tablet in an almost empty glass of water, another on a wet ridge of a sink, and stared at all my mugs and glasses before deciding to wash them all out. I showed my face again outside my room in the shifting hall area and knew the two girls waiting outside were trying to kill me for taking the token. I was then awoken by my partner in the conscious world.


22.11

At a live show for Internet celebs, trying to get an artwork I left pinned to the wall by the stage. Show descends into madness, danganronpa cosplayers ensue (lol). I get my artwork, am suddenly a student in a prestigious art school. Me and my three classmates are told in order to be considered for a position with the top teachers, we had to introduce ourselves in person with him within the day. He was miles away, and all of us had to rush to a train to get to him. Once we got there, my classmates all introduced themselves confidently and told him the kind of art they make. When it came to me, I stammered and told them I forgot what I was going to say before starting to sob and running out of the room. I wake up.


20.11

pulled into scenario where I'd have to see an ex. Ex welcomed himself into my home, my room. Walked into my room to see him there, far too friendly and warm as he usually is in my dreams and screamed at him to leave. He began grabbing at me, pushing me and telling me I'm not in my right mind, I'm not like this, I'm wrong for kicking him out. I push him out the door, hold it shut from the inside. He gives up, joins my town on animal crossing on the ds (strange combination of wild world and new leaf), my current partner's avatar comes back online with a loud "?????" in chat. I ask for help removing my ex. I wake up.


2.11

I work a small gift shop in a crowded, narrow European street. I recieve news two of my favourite people have been murdered. I go to grieve at the spot they were taken, and a stranger approaches and tells me, bold and precise, "it was because they were gay." and walks away. I walk back to my shop. I wake up.


22.11

this isnt a dream entry, just saying hi and thank you for checking out even a WIP page! :) ((! promise the entries won't always be so glum! I don't always have nightmares ;P))



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